Today i'm very2 down....
I think this is the worse day after we clash...
maby bcoz i still want him....
At the same time so tension with my job in the office......
all the job need to finished this week...
but i have no tester to do the testing...
all i have to do myself.....
so tension!
MC6020C rerelease....
MB3020HX TA....
preparation to PCC....
all this i have to complete it this week....
ahhhhh.....
Syukur, i have my fren Reen (ipin) and Sri (sepi)....
they try to cheer me up....
Thanks guy....
also thanks to Latif(Rajoo) and ida(upin) coz help me do my job.....
But i dont know why i still down and my heart sakit giler.....
I think this is the worse day after we clash...
maby bcoz i still want him....
At the same time so tension with my job in the office......
all the job need to finished this week...
but i have no tester to do the testing...
all i have to do myself.....
so tension!
MC6020C rerelease....
MB3020HX TA....
preparation to PCC....
all this i have to complete it this week....
ahhhhh.....
Syukur, i have my fren Reen (ipin) and Sri (sepi)....
they try to cheer me up....
Thanks guy....
also thanks to Latif(Rajoo) and ida(upin) coz help me do my job.....
But i dont know why i still down and my heart sakit giler.....
After work i decided to go back to my famly house....
i cant wait to jot down something in my blog....
but i still not in the mood....
i am not the mood to do anything now....
i want to cry ....and cry....
I want to cry in front my mom...
but no i cant do that....
then my sister call me....
after i talk to her then i feel better now....
Then my mom tell me a story about my uncle...
he and his wife have been a long relationship before they get married...
They also have been clash bcoz my uncle want to be army...
then my uncle meet other gal...
but when he back from US his gf married with other guy....
he frustated...
then he meet again with my auntie and they get married...
and now they happy eve after.....
I hope that my story is like my uncle's
I dont know why after all what he done, i still want him.......
But i dont want him now....
i just want him when he has realise his love to me more than his ego....
i know that if he really for me
then one day we will meet and love again....
but if he is not for me then maby i will meet someone else better than him.....
i know the day will come and i just have to wait for it.....
i feel better now......
Syukur i still have famly and frens that give me support....
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